I am starting a new series, Living in Uncertainty, where the key word is ‘uncertainty’.   A few days a go I received an email from quite a famous author (Mr.H/B1) , who, after reading my latest book, Who is in? Beyond Self-image, decided to share with me his appreciation and comments.   I felt seen, appreciated, supported, and was also invited to deepen certain aspects. The question of uncertainty , and the movement from pretension to authenticity, in particular, drove o

In the past few years, a lot of my friends have lost one or both their parents. My mum also passed a couple of years ago. I see and feel the pain, regrets, at times despair that those deaths bring. Or the avoidance, the resistance, the closing off. Only a few of us really take the time to mourn consciously. Yes, there is a period of grief for sure, a kind of energetic shock in the system. For some it’s like a tsunami, for others just a trembling. This seems to be a completely

Since more than a couple of years I am transitioning from I Am (the witnessing consciousness of pure subjectivity) to Just This (pure not knowing). In the five rungs of Tozan this seems to be corresponding with what Tozan describes as Standing on the hundred-feet pole. Looking down into the abyss of complete dissolution. I know that place of disappearance well as it keeps unfolding many times as I facilitate my courses and retreats (especially Satori) and nobody is here to sp

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In many years of personal research, teaching, and contact with people of different genders, ethnicities, ages, and cultures, one thing...

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The other day, writing to a friend, I expressed the fact that in the last month or two I was riding big waves of change within and...

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“Absolute perfection is here and now, not in some future, near or far.The secret is in action - here and now.It is your behavior that...

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Beloved how could I think even for a single moment that I could find you? How could I feel even for the blink of an eye that there was a...

I am resting in the hands of God. She is cradling me in her lap and lifts me to the stars with a smile on her face. Her touch melts my...

A lot of what I have learned about vulnerability was through my love relationships, doing martial arts and being a disciple of Osho....